Wednesday, June 25, 2003

Wanting Nothing

Bored out of my mind trying not to think of you
When that’s all I really want to do- is forget you
I remember every time you made me cry, and now it seems
I’ve wasted my life away with dreams
Of how you and I could be
But I just saw reality
And it’s changed my perspective
On what I thought of you- my objective
The stars from the skys
Use to shine in your eyes
But they have floated back into space
And you’re no longer worth the chase
You’re no longer worth the wait, you’re no longer worth my time
Ive given up on the bait that was gonna help real you in and make you mine
I’ve waited too long –I’ve cried too much
Too many things gone wrong – I’m letting them go from my clutch
I’ll be free from pain, free from sorrow
Free of you – a new tomorrow
I’m letting go of you tonight
Blocking you out with all my might
Throwing my wasted years away
Forgetting the words you use to say
So you’re no longer a memory
And no longer a future for me
No longer a good dream gone array
No longer the face of the perfect guy.