Wished Upon A Firework

Surprise surprise nightmares come true too

Apparently I wished on a Disney firework instead of a shooting star

And you leave me more confused than ever

Our spark was still there and almost burned down a park

But it somehow could not keep us together

It ignited the end of us again

I will never understand you

You let me go 2 years ago stating you didn’t know me

This time around I have been so clear from the beginning

And you only now tell me that our chemistry is not enough to make this work

Give me a minute to let the fire simmer and die,

then let the smoke clear

I do not hate you,

but I think you are a complete idiotic moron that needs to grow up and find yourself

Unfortunately this situation, sadly, makes me insane

I fell 3 times for your childish games hoping for another outcome

My nightmares were omens, premonitions, prophesies of what was to come

Yet I was shocked when you uttered the truth

I will try to find peace in knowing I did all I could, again, to keep you

And will remember forever that this was the last time I’d ever try taking you back

You Reasons

How bout the fact that I’m standing here still

I’m wanting to talk it out –to work it out

I’m wanting to do what it takes to heal us if you are

How bout the fact that I’d miss you more than I can comprehend

How bout the fact that I’ve grown to need you 

and still want you around- I still want you!

How bout the fact that I’ve never felt happier or felt prettier than when with you

Granted I’ve never felt sadder or more rejected either,

but that is just because I don’t want to fight

How bout the fact that when we’re both trying, life is better by your side

It makes more sense and has never been clearer

How bout the fact that I don’t laugh as hard at anyone else’s humor

or understand anyone else’s personality more than yours

How bout the fact that you are the other half of me-

“Two wholes that make an even better whole”, Right?

Isn’t that our motto? Or is that just our past?

Is that just what we said in la-la-land when we were young and innocent?

How bout the fact that I love you…

And that I’ve never told anyone else that before

I’m giving you reasons

Are those reasons enough?