Oh No

Open mouth… insert foot
What the crap am I doing?

I can’t help but blurt out words I’ve been feeling for weeks
As I kill the only relationship I care about at the moment
Great idea!
Everything I know not to do, is for some reason what I am doing
I’m going about it all wrong
I can’t help it;
I’m spewing words at you like you gave me food poisoning
I’m in a blunt mood and am so freakin sick of your games
So I’m calling you out on your crap
I’m not sugar-coating a dang word
You take my words as they come 
-like base-balls flying at your head
You dodge most and try throwing them back at me
But I can tell some hit you in the gut
I quickly kill you off as a potential suitor
as if that’s what I wanted to do all along
 Go me!