“I love you” shouldn’t be so hard to feel and say
This far in, I really didn’t think I’d see this day.
Silence builds the distance we need
To dream of getting the lion’s share instead of this chicken feed
We do nothing to collapse each other’s walls
Waiting for the other to change their faults
I’m thinking maybe we have voids that the other can’t fill
And maybe we’d be better off with someone else that will
but by even saying that alone, my mind fills with fears
Powerless to stand, I crouch to the floor, bowled over in tears
I don’t know if things will get better
I don’t know if we’re still good for each other
I’m scared this might be my only opportunity
to get married and have a family
but part of me doesn’t know what else to do
than get off this rollercoaster while I still have time to
I don’t know if we are God-granted
Or if we’re just taking each other for granted
I just know I don’t know what happened
It just feels like we’ve reached the end.
