Thoughtful Wishing

I wish you could see through my walls

and read the words I can’t convey on these dotted lines

I wish I could speak without the tremble in my voice or the pause in my thought

I wish I could take back what she did to you

And show you what real love means

I’m not an expert, but I wish you could see how much I want this

 I wish you could see that I’m not her

And I’m willing to try my hardest to make you happy

I wish you could see you as I do

A strong, sexy, motivated man who is worthy to be loved and give love

I wish you knew that all I need from you is your heart

And tho it might not be your whole heart,

as ripped and torn and broken as it might be- I want what’s left of it

and I would bandage the lacerated pieces with bits of my own if I could

I wish you knew that all it takes is one real kiss from you

And I melt into you and would do anything you asked

If only you knew the power you have over my heart

Then maybe you would be able to let the past go

Maybe you would see how lucky you are to have me

Maybe you would wish to move us further along

Maybe you would wish I was yours forever

and make this time last for just that long